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PFO - Wednesday June 30

Today was a day focused on our transitions in and out of the mission field and on examining our communication styles. It was very interesting to look at the model of the various phases of emotional and social reactions that we should expect to experience as we transition into the the mission field. Much like yesterday, it was extremely eye-opening to see that many of the things we have been experiencing over the last few months are completely normal and expected...it is very important for us to realize how important saying goodbye is, but also, how important it is to maintain a healthy realization that we will naturally pull away from some of our close relationships in the States. It was very enlightening to be able to identify how some of our natural defense mechanisms have already entered into play and to think of the potential hurt that this reaction may have had on some of our relationships. We pray that this process will be one where we can maximize the relationships that we have, and one in which we can truly seek God's will as we transition.

Like I shared yesterday, it seems like much of the content covered in this PFO is more about us as individuals than it is about how we will minister. But even as I write this, I realize that our ministry will not be maximized until we truly know who we are. It is amazing how much growth we are experiencing...it's exhausting, but we know that it is necessary. God is molding us in a way that is very intentional...

We have had so many opportunities to grow in relationship with our fellow participants that it is crazy to think that we have only known these people for less than a week. The Basnett and Overby families, along with Amanda and Katie, are now like our extended family. I am so blessed to be a part of this experience. In addition to these very close relationships, we have met a ton of folks with whom lasting friendships are being built!

Some prayer requests as we continue through the week...
 - We are getting tired. So much is happening and we are being so stretched emotionally and spiritually  that we are just plain tired. Please pray that we will have energy and focus, and continue to have patience with all aspects of this experience in order that we can continue to grow.
 - Mambo (our dog) got out this morning. He was found by a family in my parents community. So all is well.
- Continue to pray that God will provide all the necessary support for our mission to Vienna.
- In a related way, pray for us that we have the energy and drive to call people to engage them in thinking about joining our support team.

Until tomorrow,

God's blessings...

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